Sweetarts!

"I was walking home from school and i petted a squirrel" -Peter and Oscar. OMG guys i just got that yall r sooo mean! JK. lol....I do love me squirrels. Today i walked into my bros room to get online for a little bit and i found some pretty cool junk. I found a guitar pick, box cutter, and LED flashlight, and a case of Bawls. I wonder what he uses this random junk for cause my brother has a bank of useless crap in here. Ok....this is whats been goin on so far in my life. Monday and Tuesday there hasn't been very much going on. But Tuesday, Coach Cagle requested i go and help Mrs.Perry in the office because i look right for the job and i felt special. "That gay guy" is back in school....of course yall who read my blog know that i don't like him so lets just call him "that gay guy." His name will not be mentioned. Oh, i h8 to get off subject but i know u all have heard a bunch of different reasons why i don't like him probly from my bro or his friends or something but the real reason is because over the summer he called me a "bitch" and i do not take kindly to that word....well u know what? He's a rapist. In many ways he is because he tries to force me to love him over the year and it made me mad cause u cannot force love....he tried telling me that if my first BF isn't him, he's probly gonna be some retard who just wants u for sex. That is not true....im gonna be smart. I wan't a guy who is not the premarital type....im holding my virginity in for my wedding....Im gonna wait :D! And thats not a goal im setting...that is what im going to do. Goals r things ur gonna "try" to accomplish. I like a guy with a sense of humor and patience for many things....I've never even shared my first Kiss cause i wanna wait for a guy who deserves the kiss, not from crappy lines like "stars r like heaven in ur eyes" or something like that...but a guy who says it and actually means it! I call those kinda guys "Sweetarts!" :D! I wanna sweetart! "That gay guy," tried to force me into love...ok people, thats not considered love....in a way u think about it and it's a type of rape. All that....plus he called me a bitch! And he had his girlfriends.....his slutty girlfriends, prank phone call me and call me bitch and I don't even know that hoe. I just found out Thursday that Amanda Burns...my so-called "friend"... gave me a fake phone number last year b4 school was out. She told her friend that i was "bisexual" because one of my friends is Pacie(my best acquitance). And Amanda didn't like Pacie because she tried to steal chase from her or something like that. Thats why she hates me now....and she is sooo 2-faced this year, she would see me in the halls and try and say "hi Annie!" in some cutesy preppy tone....Im not a fan of swearing but...i don't like that shit! Two-faced people all need to stick with one personality. Friday....nothing much really. Barbarian looked kinda pissed and emo at the same time....He punched a wall. Saturday, which is today, nothing....i woke up and Oscar was already gone...so i got on the computer and talked to Marc. Friday i was suppose to go see some movie with Oscar. He invited me in the last minute but Oscar changed plans...again. This time tho, there was a reason. My parents r refusing to give him money now. They use to give him money every week....like a certain amount just to get him through the week and they now refuse to because he's being a bum and refuses to get a job. He said, in these words to my mom, and i quote "Hardees was the worst experience of my life! It's a fun sponge that sucked up a good 6 days a week of my life...im glad i was fired! Firing me was the greatest happiness a job has ever given me and i plan on cherishing this moment forever till i graduate and get a job thats worth the pay AND I WOULD BE DAMNED....FUCK NO- I WOULD BE GD (i refuse to say that word!) IF I EVER GET ANOTHER FUCKING JOB AGAIN!" Im sry for the language....im just quoting Oscar....people, I do not sound like that! Im no Jay and Silent Bob! Anyways....my mom and dad finally broke him, after 3 weeks of no cash... he made a deal with my mom to find a job that only took away his Monday-Thursdays and gives him his weekends, starting Friday off for his other stuff. And now him, Marcus, and Peter are all looking for a job. Well anyways...thats pretty much all thats happened to me this week! I love you all! And I love llamas, squirrels, and pandas...they r my passion!